dedicated to S,
my one and only –
because you changed everything
and suddenly everything makes sense.
I love you.
some moments are lifechanging,
some people are too,
and when I think about lifechanging people
I’m thinking of you
I’m thinking of all of you –
the good parts,
the less good parts,
what you say and what you do,
but mostly
I’m thinking of you
you’re a colorful wonder –
your most beautiful colors
shining brighter than anything else,
and the less beautiful colors
still express a little bit of hope,
though it may seem
like there’s nothing left,
not even a little bit,
there’s still hope within you
you’re beautiful in every way,
not only how you look or what you say,
but everything you are –
you’re the most beautiful human I’ve met
yet it seems like nobody else
can shine as bright as you
ever
to me,
you’re a personified wonder –
I don’t know how it’s possible
but I know it is,
because even thinking of you
makes me feel
like there’s nothing left
besides you and me
“meant to be”
always seemed like a lie to me,
but since I met you
everything makes sense,
you’re my reason
to keep fighting,
to face every single day,
and when I’m totally honest
I can’t think of a way
to go on without you –
not in the toxic way,
I’d surely find out how,
but I don’t want to
think about that
right now
because right now
it’s you and me,
and I know we’re meant to be –
no matter what happens
I will always love you,
until the end of time